the smell of chlorine and midnight fantasy cherry plum juice. i went swimming all day and ate honeydew melon ice cream. i got a new bookshelf filled with all my precious books

http://search.proquest.com.libaccess.sjlibrary.org/scholarly-journals/what-is-body-without-organs-machine-organism/docview/2009493097/se-2?accountid=10361 https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/full/10.1177/2050324517723232 https://dash.harvard.edu/bitstream/handle/1/41647383/Timothy%20Leary%E2%80%99s%20Legacy%20and%20the%20Rebirth%20of%20Psychedelic%20Research.pdf?sequence=1&isAllowed=y https://epochemagazine.org/20/eros-and-thanatos-freuds-two-fundamental-drives/ https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0014385520301092 https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/B9780128002124000820 https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0140673683905822 https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/B9780128009482000200

https://medera.com.au/blogs/blog-posts/oneirogens-herbs-that-make-you-dream https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moksha https://okneoac.org/dts

"Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent"

In the Kalevala, the Finnish national epic, there is a myth of the world being created from the fragments of an egg laid by a goldeneye on the knee of Ilmatar, goddess of the air:

One egg's lower half transformed And became the earth below,

And its upper half transmuted And became the sky above;

From the yolk the sun was made,

Light of day to shine upon us;

From the white the moon was formed,

Light of night to gleam above us;

All the colored brighter bits

Rose to be the stars of heaven

And the darker crumbs changed into

Clouds and cloudlets in the sky.

words i like

dreamachine, dreamlets, phantasmata, datura, oneiro, praedormitium, Hermetica, mana, velvet, Apophenia, Eudaimonia, ardor

2023 Articles, etc. to read

 https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/anarchist-federation-introduction-to-anarchist-communism

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/nathan-goodman-the-promise-of-agora-feminism

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/pittsburgh-radical-perspectives-fuck-identity-we-need-solidarity

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/shawn-hattingh-grave-diggers-the-grim-tale-of-states-capitalism-and-covid-19

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/federazione-dei-comunisti-anarchici-for-a-new-movement-against-neo-liberalism

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/peter-h-marshall-demanding-the-impossible

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/various-authors-feminism-and-sexism-in-the-anarchist-movement

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/endnotes-the-logic-of-gender

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/levi-atan-leftism-does-not-exist

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/american-educational-studies-association-anarchism-is-a-living-force-within-our-life-anarchism

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/audre-lorde-the-master-s-tools-will-never-dismantle-the-master-s-house

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/the-ongoing-collective-anarchafeminist-manifesto-1-0

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/pramen-five-unexpected-signs-you-may-be-an-anarchist

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/ole-martin-moen-are-psychedelic-drugs-distorting

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/sharon-presley-no-authority-but-oneself-the-anarchist-feminist-philosophy-of-autonomy-and-freed

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/adam-krause-the-revolution-will-be-hilarious-and-other-essays

https://www.feministes-radicales.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/mary-daly-gyn-ecology-the-metaethics-of-radical-feminism.pdf

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cell_16

https://www.historyisaweapon.com/defcon1/radicalesbianswoman.html

https://sites.middlebury.edu/sexandsociety/files/2015/01/Rubin-Thinking-Sex.pdf

https://www.wcsap.org/sites/default/files/uploads/resources_publications/connections/FeministTheory2003.pdf

https://www.liesjournal.net/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oneirology

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vipassan%C4%81-%C3%B1%C4%81%E1%B9%87a#:~:text=Udayabbaya%20%C3%B1ana%20%2D%20Knowledge%20of%20arising,which%20mindfulness%20fails%20to%20engage.%22

https://www.verywellmind.com/holotropic-breathwork-4175431

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kundalini

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5DrM90dg5t4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcAj1oxMT9U

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oeaPP2b5Ppc

http://www.ajahnchah.org/book/Unshakeable_Peace1_2.php

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maky%C5%8D

https://www.ayahuascachurches.org/inhale-exhale-an-introductory-guide-to-shamanic-breathwork/

https://beherenownetwork.com/a-long-strange-trip-psychedelics-and-loving-awareness/

https://www.lionsroar.com/entering-the-jhanas/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sacred_geometry

https://www.webmd.com/brain/what-is-synesthesia

https://hightimes.com/culture/interview-with-terence-mckenna/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hallucinogen_persisting_perception_disorder

https://medera.com.au/blogs/blog-posts/oneirogens-herbs-that-make-you-dream https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moksha https://okneoac.org/dts https://time.com/5278036/michael-pollan-psychedelic-drugs/ https://thereader.mitpress.mit.edu/exploring-drug-induced-synesthesia/ https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2023/02/psychedelic-drug-therapy-effects-brain-neuroplasticity/672910/ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synesthesia